A new leaf

I have recently decided to turn over a new leaf, I have made many promises to myself as well as others in the past year or so only to never really see them through. It's time for a change this time, they say you never know what you had until it's gone. Well that couldn't be more truthful, mistakes were made recently that should not have been. You never deserved that, and I know i have apologized to you time and time again, but the truth is that I never want to hurt you like that ever again. You deserve the world, and you mean the world to me. You have never once ever given me a reason to not trust you, you are the center of my universe. I love you to death and know for a fact you feel the same way about me and would never ever in a million years do anything to jeopardize that weather you were drunk or sober, it just could not and would not happen. From this day forth I make a REAL promise to try a lot harder than I have been in these regards. It is going to be a difficult task for me, and wont happen over night. But in my heart I know that i can over come this stupid issue for the both of us! I Love you so much Amanda Lynne Retes, please don't ever leave me ever, you are my world and it would come crashing down without you. again I love You to death stay with me forever!