Never

ceases to amaze me the stupid shit that causes problems. Im so sick of the dumb little things that cause problems. I have nothing but things to complain about when I get bored. I think this distance is just taking its toll on me, but im not going to give up, not ever. This means to much to me to just let it crumble beneath my feet. I need my little vacation coming up soon, more than anyone could possibly know. Its always better when Im with you, just hurry up and finish school so I can be with you forever.

Fuck you!

Your work ethic sucks, you do what you want when you want. You're a fucking scum bag asshole. I am no longer covering for your ass you pathetic excuse for a fucking human being, you don't deserve to work where you do, you take advantage of way to much. I hope you fucking get fired because that's about all you deserve. I did the entirety of your work day in 2 hours flat yesterday.. explain that you fucking faggot. fuck you, don't you dare fucking boss me around like you're the fucking king.

Every day..

I get more and more excited about getting married. Part of me thinks this is just weird behavior for a 22 year old man, but.. then on the other hand I'm happy and I could give a fuck what anyone else thinks.

Cool day

SO I started off my day by falling on my ass down a flight of wooden stairs. Then on my way in I get pulled over by a cop, because apparently I was going 40 in a 25.. and thats not even possibe considering the weather conditions. Thankfully he gave me a warning. Then Im here all day at work bored... and i have to work till 6PM tonight. not happy about that. so i have had a 12 hour day so far... and nothing good has come of it. on top of all that i cant even see my wife to be because we live nowhere near each other...

Day 1

That was a refreshing surprise visit. It was much needed, I miss you so much. I had a blast for the couple days I got. It was 100% worth it.. You're forever my queen and you deserve nothing but the world. I only hope I can give you everything that you deserve!! I love you.

Last night

I decided it was a good idea to drown my sorrows in a drink or 7. It actually made me express a lot of the feeling I had bottled up inside, and made things a lot better for me in more than one way. so I think things are going to start looking up from here on out!! (L)

Seven

Seven with the lime will keep me safe, long enough to stop the thought of your embrace inside my HEEEAAAEAAADDD!!